MMD Video for “Fear” by Blue October

Yes, I really like this song. It means a lot to me and reminds me to face my own demons, accept that they exist (remember the post about inviting anxiety to tea?), and then coping with them. It doesn’t matter what those demons are, things won’t get better until you start doing something about it. If what you’re doing isn’t working then try something else. It’s a learning process. The only time you fail is when you give up and give in.

I tried to do a bunch of different things with this video and it quickly became overly complicated. Namely, I wanted the models to ride the clock hands. I think I could have made it work given enough time, but I felt pressure in getting this done. It’s been a little over week since my last video. Kind of weird given how I have no deadlines or anyone subscribed to me on YouTube. Hopefully this sense of urgency to create and share will continue to motivate rather than become crippling.

In any case for now, this has all been good music therapy for me. I hope by sharing it that it will be for others as well.

Credits for everything are in the video description.

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