Not pregnant. Hypersexuality symptoms have dropped significantly. And again, it needs to be pointed out here that this particular thing is not about having a high libido. There is no such thing as a “normal libido” clinically truth be told. What defines hypersexuality is the obsession and preoccupation with sex and the abnormal behaviors that go along with it. Mine happens to be tied to my hypomanic, manic, and (occasionally) mixed states episodes. I’m not entirely convinced that I’m out of the water, but I do feel more stable than I have been in awhile. Continue reading “Toad’s Weekly Assessment 2019-20” →

You know that first boss in Resident Evil Revelations that lumbers around yelling, “May day! May day! This is the Queen Zenobia!” I feel like my brain has been doing that this week and I would very much like it to stop. Continue reading “Toad’s Weekly Assessment 2019-19” →

This week has mostly sucked. My mind feels like it has slipped into a very negative place and I’ve been stuck in these thought patterns I can’t seem to get out of. I need to do something seriously different here to pull myself out of it. I can’t stay like this. Continue reading “Toad’s Weekly Assessment 2019-18” →

Took me most of the week to realize that the root of my problem is that I have been in need of respite care and that I’ve been neglecting it. This is such a critical point of self-care when you are taking care of others. This becomes vital when you personally have a chronic illness, disability, or special needs as well. Continue reading “Toad’s Weekly Assessment 2019-17” →

It’s been a rough week filled with insecurity. No idea what triggered it this time around, or what I could have done better to handle it. I just know I’m tired of feeling like a wreck for no apparent reason. Continue reading “Toad’s Weekly Assessment 2019-16” →