Tode’s Weekly Assessment 2019-50

 

Been a busy week. Buried myself with working on the blog whenever I didn’t need to leave the house. Just feel a driving need to get things done and in order. I know a breakthrough of some kind is coming. This mess I have been feeling lately isn’t going to last forever and I will start moving forward again. I refuse to stay stuck. Continue reading “Tode’s Weekly Assessment 2019-50”

Tode’s Weekly Assessment 2019-47

This week has been insanely rough and I feel like I’m just slowly sinking into the pit of despair. I’m barely functioning and all I want to do is sleep. Any time I try to reach out for support if I get a response at all, it’s that I need to improve my self-esteem and believe that things will get better.

First off, self-esteem is not the source of the problem. Second, things get better when you address the issues not ignore them. And I need help getting things taken care of. Period. I don’t understand why it feels like it requires so much effort to be treated like a basic human being. It shouldn’t.

I feel defeated and increasingly don’t want to wake up each day. Continue reading “Tode’s Weekly Assessment 2019-47”