This week mostly sucked. I can’t keep going on like this. Something has to change. Continue reading “Toad’s Weekly Assessment 2019-28” →

The week went okay, other than being unbearably hot most of the week. Continue reading “Toad’s Weekly Assessment 2019-27” →

I think I’m still experiencing a mild depressive episode or something. Doesn’t help knowing that my ex-husband is supposed to be visiting in two weeks. I just don’t feel like myself at all lately. Continue reading “Toad’s Weekly Assessment 2019-26” →

This week has been seriously rough in the way of back pain. Can’t wait for my appointment with the OMT next month when I finally get all my joint realigned. Other than that, this week has been fairly good. Continue reading “Toad’s Weekly Assessment 2019-25” →

Started out productive, got rough mid-week, but smoothed out towards the end. Then it crashed. Really need to work on managing emotional flashbacks better. Continue reading “Toad’s Weekly Assessment 2019-24” →

It’s been a long and busy week, but otherwise very good. Scholar Owl graduated this week followed by Tuxedo Cat’s team going to the Special Olympics. Everyone did very well and I couldn’t be more proud. Continue reading “Toad’s Weekly Assessment 2019-23” →

Overall, I think this week went very well and turned out to be quite productive. Continue reading “Toad’s Weekly Assessment 2019-22” →

This week has been spent mostly in bed, in pain, and dealing with a ton of anxiety and in retrospect, some paranoia. There are some posts that normally I would have done, but I didn’t get to on time this week: the Emotional Tarot and the Chaos Rally. I apologize for this. Hopefully soon I’ll be back up and running like normal as I should be. Continue reading “Toad’s Weekly Assessment 2019-21” →

Not pregnant. Hypersexuality symptoms have dropped significantly. And again, it needs to be pointed out here that this particular thing is not about having a high libido. There is no such thing as a “normal libido” clinically truth be told. What defines hypersexuality is the obsession and preoccupation with sex and the abnormal behaviors that go along with it. Mine happens to be tied to my hypomanic, manic, and (occasionally) mixed states episodes. I’m not entirely convinced that I’m out of the water, but I do feel more stable than I have been in awhile. Continue reading “Toad’s Weekly Assessment 2019-20” →

You know that first boss in Resident Evil Revelations that lumbers around yelling, “May day! May day! This is the Queen Zenobia!” I feel like my brain has been doing that this week and I would very much like it to stop. Continue reading “Toad’s Weekly Assessment 2019-19” →