This week has felt busy and basically blurred by on me. I seriously need to get back in the habit of tracking my mood better than I have been. If nothing else, doing it and posting it here publicly holds me accountable. I really hate having a blank sheet go up because it means I’m not doing what I need to be doing.

The first half of the week felt like it went by in a haze. A lot of worry focused on how things have been going with Little Bear’s remote learning. Ultimately, I have decided to take the plunge and just homeschool him.

This week mostly sucked only because I’ve been exhausted beyond belief. Just haven’t been sleeping well. Hoping that will get better once my teeth are taken care of finally.

I would like to say I didn’t care about the election results, but the truth is I watched the live count way more this time around than I ever have in my entire life. It’s to the point I wish I could blame my inability to focus entirely on that, but even then I know it’s not completely true. At this point, my hope is that, whatever the results, we shift away from extremes and find the middle ground this country needs.

I don’t know why exactly, but the days are really starting to blend together for me. It’s just sleep, get up, help with remote learning, play video games, and pass out again most of the week. It’s hard to stay motivated and focused like this.

This week felt long and sort of went by mostly in a fog for some reason. I even had a hard time remembering to document anything in the mood tracker. Not sure what’s up with that. NaNoWriMo is coming up next month and I’ve been debating whether I will give it a go this year or not with everything else I’ve got going on already.

Feels like it’s been another incredibly long week. Just tired to the core and hoping that something gives and lets up here soon.

This week felt long and busy for some reason. Mostly focused on remote learning. Really wishing I had time to spare for other things. Like laundry needs to be caught up on and I would love to be working on any one of my own projects. It’s just once school is done with for the day, I’m wiped out completely. I hate it.

A fairly uneventful week, all said and told. I hope remote learning continues to be smooth sailing from here for us.

I don’t know what it is about helping my boys with remote learning that makes me feel so burnt out and tapped out, but it does. Homeschooling my oldest son never felt like this. Was I stressed and worried I would fuck shit up? Yes. With remote learning, the teachers are in charge of all that so I have nothing to worry about. Instead, I get to be “on” all day long and by the time the day is over, I’m completely shot.