I don’t really feel like anything interesting or of importance has been happening in my life lately. Just the same thing day in and day out. I’ve never been one to watch TV much but since I started dating Golden Knight, there’s been a lot of that. And since Covid started, it’s felt like that’s all there is. Which is a weird thing to say for me since I’m a gamer. I guess that’s why I’ve been doing my games more lately. I don’t know. Maybe I need a new project or something.

Another week where I’ve documented pretty much nothing. Honestly, I don’t know why this habit has completely fallen apart since the Covid crisis started. Maybe it’s because I feel my days are pretty much the same everyday right now and there isn’t much of anything to say. Maybe I’m numbing out. I don’t know. I wouldn’t judge anyone else for being in the boat I’m in, so why am I judging myself for it?

Overview

A few bumps in the road, but otherwise a quiet week. Mud season is finally here in Maine and I’m looking forward to warmer weather.

Been a fairly nice and quiet week to be honest. Hope to have more like this one.

Overview

Overview

Another week where I forgot to document anything. This week was the public school’s February vacation, so a lot of late nights and sleeping in – for everyone. Valentine’s Day went well over here for everyone too.

Been another long week of pretty much the same boring thing, every day. Wish I had something more interesting to tell right now.

I honestly haven’t bothered to document anything this week. Seriously, ever since this Covid thing has started and life here has become basically just the same day in and day out within the house without going anywhere, even for appointments, it feels like there hasn’t been a point to any of it. The down side to that is I know that by not keeping track of it, my self accountability for self-care has gone down the toilet. I feel my mood shifting downward. A part of me doesn’t care while the other part knows I need to pull myself together and get my ass back into gear.