So last night I went out with Tuxedo Cat’s father. But since I’ve only mentioned all of this in passing in my mood trackers, allow me to recap things a bit first. Continue reading “Currently Stable, But Somewhat Lost”
I know I posted awhile back about setting up a crisis plan of some kind for yourself, whether it’s an Advanced Directive, a Springing Durable Power of Attorney, or just a simple family crisis plan when you have a mental illness or some other special medical need that may require hospitalization. This is especially important when you have children that will need to be cared for during that time.
Okay this week I’ve got quite a few songs on the playlist and nearly all of them (two of them I think came out after I graduated) are a throwback from my high school days. They are all songs I find highly amusing in one way or another.
Okay, I swear I’ve set up the mood tracker chart for this week because this is what, the third week in a row now that I haven’t done it?
I’m totally late in posting the playlist this weekend. I apologize for that.
I realized just the other day that it’s been what feels like FOREVER since I’ve done one of these. I think it’s overdue. Not sure if I need to do one every week exactly or if I just need to switch up the format a bit. So this is what I’m going to do this time around and we’ll see how it goes.
I feel overwhelmed and alone today. Just this Tuesday I told my therapist I feel like I am wasting away but I wasn’t able to explain why. Although I’m not doing anything different with my life from one day to the next, I feel frozen to inaction from anxiety. Continue reading “No Reset Button”
Slept through my alarm clocks this morning. So I wake up to my dad yelling at me asking me if the boys went to school and he’s standing there at the door with Little Bear sitting there at the computer. Continue reading “Monday Morning on a Thursday”
The loneliness I’ve been feeling as of late is beginning to suffocate me. The passion I typically have for writing seems to be fading and this saddens me. It bothers me that I haven’t even been posting on my blog like I used to. Continue reading “Struggling with Loneliness”