Tuxedo Cat’s father visited today and I don’t know why I felt the need to talk to him and express how I felt even though it’s still the same as it’s always been. I didn’t know exactly what I was looking for or what I was hoping to accomplish.Continue reading “Trying to Heal”
So last night I went out with Tuxedo Cat’s father. But since I’ve only mentioned all of this in passing in my mood trackers, allow me to recap things a bit first. Continue reading “Currently Stable, But Somewhat Lost”
Okay… so as if my life isn’t complicated and busy enough, my ex decides to throw yet another curve ball at me. This spikes my stress levels up once again and I’m left with trying to figure out how to pull myself out of the mess. Continue reading “Stuck in a Stress Spiral and Using the Chaos Rally Spread”
There are things that I need to let go. There are things I ought to walk away from. But… every once in awhile I see or hear things and my brain won’t let them go.
I’ve been weepy most of the week, which is weird because Mom says I’ve been so much better since I’ve been back on meds. Not sure how this is better.
I haven’t really talked about it, because… I don’t know. Maybe a part of me wanted to ignore it? I think I may have mentioned it last week, but I’m too lazy to check right now. But he’s on leave from South Korea right now.
I stayed up until 6am chatting with my sister, Piggie, this morning and then didn’t go to bed until after I saw my boys off on the bus at 8am this morning. It wasn’t until almost 3pm that I finally woke up.
Well, it’s only 6:30pm and I’ve finished Chapter 9 and written all of Chapter 10 – bringing me to Chapter 11. So in terms of my plan of 1 Prompt = 1 Chapter I’m still behind and I’m feeling the stress of that despite my word count being above par as of today.
Power is back up and running for us finally! It went down Monday at 8am and we’ve been without power, water, and sewer until just now around 11:30am.