So I go to court again today. If everything is in order and in agreement, we won’t need to go through mediation and push the paperwork forward to finalize everything today.
Part of me is relieved. I would be lying if I didn’t say that a part of me is also very sad about all of this. But, I think SpanishRed says it best in her recent post why I feel this has to happen. Tired of living in the proverbial rabbit hole. Too bad I’ll still have to deal with him due to shared custody so I’m not entirely sure I can completely escape the bullshit. We’ll see.
Honestly I haven’t posted much about it because I haven’t really allowed myself to process this portion of my life emotionally. Mostly just want to get it done and over with and then if I need to fall apart after, I can.
I’ve been wanting to feature new music (or at least new to me) every Monday. You know, to help make the day suck less. So today, I’m sharing this song by Device. The lead singer is David Draiman from Disturbed. Just found them this weekend and from the looks of things they are just launching.
I’m digging their sound quite a bit, but I always did like Disturbed. The song I’m sharing in here is “War of Lies” since I think it’s fitting for today. Tell me what you think of the new band in comments and whether or not you would like to see a musical exploration series from me.