Tode’s Weekly Assessment 2021-18

I have gotten so out of the habit of keeping my mood trackers that now that I’ve been trying to get back in the habit, I’m messing them up. This morning it just occurred to me that the reason I feel like I have nothing to write about regarding my life is because I have finally reached a point since starting this WordPress blog where my daily life doesn’t have a bunch of bullshit drama in it. At the time I wrote that first post on here, I never imagined that day would ever come. And the time of my divorce, I wasn’t sure what I was going to do with myself. My life still isn’t where I want it to be yet, but it’s far away from where it used to be and for this I am so very grateful. And once again, I want to thank every one of you who has been here with me on this long journey. Your support and belief in me means more to me than you know. Thank you.

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Tode’s Weekly Assessment 2021-16

I don’t really feel like anything interesting or of importance has been happening in my life lately. Just the same thing day in and day out. I’ve never been one to watch TV much but since I started dating Golden Knight, there’s been a lot of that. And since Covid started, it’s felt like that’s all there is. Which is a weird thing to say for me since I’m a gamer. I guess that’s why I’ve been doing my games more lately. I don’t know. Maybe I need a new project or something.

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Tode’s Weekly Assessment 2021-15

Another week where I’ve documented pretty much nothing. Honestly, I don’t know why this habit has completely fallen apart since the Covid crisis started. Maybe it’s because I feel my days are pretty much the same everyday right now and there isn’t much of anything to say. Maybe I’m numbing out. I don’t know. I wouldn’t judge anyone else for being in the boat I’m in, so why am I judging myself for it?

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